Apparently I couldn’t totally mask the ramifications of yesterday’s incident before the audition; not that it was an easy task(mask) to do so. Qiaoyun told me today the director felt that I wasn’t interested in the role. So I asked her if she felt I was totally out of it when I was auditioning the role.
She told me that, no, she did felt I was in it when I was auditioning. However, she added that before and after the actual take, my energy level was low and I looked sianz… so the director prolly picked that up and felt I wasn’t too keen for the role. So much so that they are considering another actor (my jinx) for the role.
I feel a bit miffed that I’m being judged for my demeanour outside the role, instead of how I’ve performed for the role. And I guess a bit of that has transpired over my real life as well. Sigh.
