Judging from the director’s emails and text messages, she sounds just as frustrated as I was that I didn’t get the role in the end.
And to think it was all due to some email technicality. Which had came about suddenly and then, mysteriously, disappeared suddenly as well.
I guess we aren’t meant to work together on this one. And I guess I was meant to get the role as well. Yup, just like my ad that was never aired, this one looks like another divine or otherwise intervention.
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And the frustration I get from losing this role echoes that of having blown my chances with you.
It has been since been three months, and yet every time your favourite song is played I find myself thinking of you. And how I let my chance slipped by. Oh how!! I can’t explain it as well, but you know what, its really like there was a divine or otherwise intervention.
I guess we are really not meant to be either.
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Perhaps, the role I was gunning for is cutting it a bit too thin. Fact is, the performance is near your birthday, and coupled with how “method” I tend to be when it comes to acting, doing this role might just pull me over the deep end of you, all over again.
At least that’s what I can think of as a reason for this intervention. So, yeah, maybe that’s why.
I’m still at a loss what came over me with P though. Doesn’t look like I’m gonna find out anytime soon.
